US AND OUR STORIES

it can be colder than before
and the times can be faster than we've thought last night
so don't you ever cry for the world
because tears and sadness will hurt yourself someday

let the wind brings our stories fly
fly so high on the sky of summer
and let ourself keep standing here
watching everything comes and goes
walking on this pleasure and sorrow

and then...
it can be better than before

2007

WATCH OUT...

you'll never know when the devil stand behind your back
looks as the saviour
with thousand false promises

stand up in the edge of window
and look around
how the religion f*ck up this all
sell off the name of God

can't you see?
that the devil gives you a kiss softly
it feels comfort and right

close your eyes and do believe
that the truth is not same
your faith is yours
and no one can be a saviour for you

here we are
not same with them at all

2008

ANNE

standing in the edge of mirror
she looks at her dirty hair and ugly face
askin' is there a wrong thing in herself?

until she doesn't has a chance
until the world look away from her
untill all boys see her likes a monster
until now,
she's standing in the edge of mirror

she knows the world will never changed
then,
she's breaking it

june 2008

KUTUTUP PINTU KAMARKU

akhirnya, kututup pintu kamarku
setelah kuhabiskan malam ini dengan tawa dan airmata
dan sahabat-sahabat sejatiku
tempat berbagi cerita akan kegetiranku pada dunia

aroma alkohol dan asap rokok
membumbung bercampur udara jalanan malam
pelacur bersandar di bahuku
meresapi kesepian jiwa yang begitu getir

malam ini
aku baru saja kencing di atas kepala dunia
sambil menumpahkan kebencianku akan mereka
fasisme, kerakusan
tuhan di obral demi suatu kepentingan
dan agama di tangan para pemuka yang kita anggap suci
menjadi sumbu dari dinamit perang

akhirnya,
kututup pintu kamarku
beranjak tidur dan berharap
besok semua ini akan terlupakan


2008